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one of my toughest realizations so far it that
most people  
have self esteem issues
tied to other people’s opinions
of how they look.. 

34 years…  to come to that… 
34 years of of thinking everyone else was strong enough
to not care.

tomorrow
i begin the policy of telling you no. 

I was rocking some wine in the hopes of inspiration. 

alas

I didn’t have enough… 

i’m having a problem practicing any of my passions… 

it may be projection
but i’m not sure i feel inspired
by my mate.. 

mostly because she only ever wants to talk about herself.

Which detracts from me talking about myself.. 

in side out.. 
is
how
i 
would
rock 
you. 

one of the things i was taught as a child.
was that i could be anything.

I’ve long since 
denied that idea.

But next year
i’m going to try to be something
new.

I may fall flat.
or i may find myself 
earning a meager living. 

either way 
i should have been a 
musician and a writer.